Just a Rainy Day at work

Well guys I am pretty much bored as all get out at work today and I am thinking about Jesse. He is so amazing and I cant wait for Wednesday to get here so I can see him again. I got to talk to him at lunch and cant wait till he gets off work so I can hear his voice again. He is the about the best thing that has happened to me in monthes now and I am so thankful that I did. Just being with him makes the world seem right. Even if I am still scared because I am scared of getting hurt again. But I really dont think that he would hurt me. He tells me that I am perfect even with all the things that has happened and the things I have wrong with me. I cant believe this guy.

This weekend was the most amazing weekend I have had in a long time I just wished it was longer. Wednesday night I went with Jesse out and just hung out and had the best time, Thursday was Thanksgiving and I spent time with the family and that afternoon he come to the house and met some of my family and hung out over there all night, Friday was BLACK FRIDAY...Jesse got up and went hunting so I went shopping with my little sister Chandler and my adopt one Karlee. After that I went to Jesse's House and hung out over there. We watched a movie while he took a nap on the couch. Then Saturday was the Clemson Carolina Game (Jesse is a Gamecock fan but oh well maybe I can work on that) and we watched that game together. Sadly My Tigers lost but hey we are in Tampa next Saturday for the ACC Championship...GO TIGERS. Then he cooked us dinner which was amazing and He even washed dishes. He would not let me help with anything. After dinner we laid down on the couch and started watching a movie but we both fell asleep which was so sweet cause I got to sleep on his chest. Then yesterday Jesse come to Anderson and went to church at my church that morning. Went and ate some lunch then went to his house Took the most amazing nap ever together. Then got up and went to church at his church had some dinner after and then I went home so we could both get up for work.

But now I am missing him like crazy I wish that I could see him but I dont get to till Wednesday cause of work and GAS but it is all good cause when I see him it will be great. My Life is finally looking up and I am so thankful for that.

Ken <3

Long Time Coming

I will have to say it has been a long time coming for me to feel again. For me to feel like there is something out there for me. It is like someone has went and found the light switch and flipped it back to on. You know I would have never in a million years dreamed that it would happen this way that one night could change it all but it did. Last week I got a txt from someone I never would have thought could give me somebody like this, but anyway I took the number and txt him. Come to find out that it is this really amazing guy. I am so thankful that he has came into me life. He is just what I needed. Like yesterday night he told me something that I had never heard from a guy in my life. He told me that he thinks that I am perfect in every way. I have no clue where this guy came from. The last thing I was looking for was for someone to come in a sweep me off my feet. I just I do own her a big thank you for giving me the number. I have had no clue that the butterflies could ever come back.