Sweet Summertime

Well hope everyone's summer is going great.  It doesn't even fell like it should almost be August but it is so.  Anyways the past few weeks have been crazy for me so I really haven't got to update really so I figure while I got a few minutes I would fill everyone in on everything that has been going on. 
Last week was such a crazy week I have class at work from 8-4 everyday and VBS 5:30-8:30 everyday after that.  So I was pretty much so tired I could barely hold my eyes open at the end of the day.  My class was really good.  There were only three of us girls in there and we were all from the same floor so it was so much fun.  Then VBS was amazing.  I helped Joy (Jesse's mama) and Candy out with the music and had a blast laughing and cutting up learning the songs and dancing all week.  We truly got our workout every night with jumping around with Yes to VBS. (Which we had to do like 6-7 times a night). 
Plus my mama's 44th birthday was last week, so Saturday night we went out to eat at Outback to celebrate.  Jess of course gave my mama payback for his birthday by telling them it was hers. Fun Times Fun Times.
Now the next two weeks are going to be me working on the floor learning my new stuff from class and then leaving for the beach and I cannot wait.  Of course my parents get to leave that morning and I can't till that afternoon cause Jess could get off work which sucks royally.  But like I have said I am just truly thankful he is getting to go with us to the beach.  Everything is still looking good down in Destin as far as the oil leak goes and I am just praying it stays that way.

NISE"S CANCER REPORT:
Of course the report on Nise is that everything is going great.  She has gone through two treatments now and the doctors are really excited on how the tumor is getting smaller with just those to treatments.  She had a hard time last time bouncing back from this second treatment but she is doing great.  So of course keep the prayers coming we need all the prayers we can get.

Well hope everyone has a great rest of the week hopefully I can post something really soon.
Love
Kenz<3

Late Nights...

Hey guys...
Hope everyone had a great day yesterday and hopefully will have a great day today.  It is like 3 in the morning and Jess is just now getting off so I still have about 30 more minutes till I head to bed.  I will truly be glad when he gets off this crazy schedule and Our live can go back to working on a some what normal schedule.  Now do not get my wrong, I love the fact that Jess works second so I get to see more of him during the week and He gets to stay here every night during the week but three so I think four out of seven is so much better than two out of seven.  I just wish we could go to bed together at a reasonable hour and not at 4 in the morning.
Anyways now that I have got that off my chest I can finally let yall in on how today was.  I will have to admit that we really didn't get out of be till 1:30 this afternoon.  I know we were complete lazy butts.  But anyways after taking forever to get up and get ready, we finally went to BK to eat lunch.  Ok now for real this is a promise...If I have to eat another BK Hamburger again in the next few weeks I am going to scream.  But anyways after eating lunch Jess left for lunch leaving me here to keep the dog.  So Me and him went to my aunt mot's for a little while and ran around town for her.  Then about 8:30 I went to eat dinner with Jess in Greenville where he is working tonight.  Then I came home and have been taking care of the dog and knitting for a while trying to kill time before he gets of.  Wish I am really ready to hit my pillow.  Of course Spunky has been sleeping away in my lap.
So tonight I have made a choice that I really need to do something about the way I am looking these days.  With just my clothes and stuff.  Ok yes I could lose a few pounds but no 35-40 lbs like I lost this time last year.  I was just looking about how I could just cut out all the snacking I do at home and there goes a few of the pounds I need to lose.  Hopefully then I can be happy that I look really good for Jess.  So who know maybe it will all work itself out.  But I am going to hop off here, so I can make the bed up somewhat and go open the door so Jess can get in when he gets here which he just called saying he was on 85 so it should be about 20mins now so...Hopefully I can post something tomorrow or something.  Hope everyone has a great day.
Love Kenz<3

Much Need Catch Up...

     Hey guys...Hope everyone is doing great this week and had a wonderful weekend. 

     There is so much I need to catch up on since I really haven't blogged in about a week.  Last week was such a great week.  Sunday of course was the 4 of July.  I ended up getting my schedule worked out where I got to be off all day with Jess, which was very nice since it was his first day off in almost 37 days.  Sunday, really wasn't all that exciting.  I got off work and came home and slept a little while.  After getting in a good cat nap we got up and got dressed and went to Liberty to get stuff up for Jess for the week.  Leaving Liberty was came and went to the mall for just a few minutes.  Then came back to my house and ate a good dinner and headed down to the lake for the firework show with my family.  Of course after that we had to stop at Walmart and get the stuff to take with us Monday.
     Monday we got up at like around 5 and got our stuff and headed to the lake for the day. Jess and I stopped and ate breakfast.  We got down to the lake right around 7am and stayed on the lake till about 6:30.  Jess got so burnt, He was so red.  All because he would not let me put any sunscreen on him till right when he started to burn (to late then babe).  But we still had a lot of fun.  We spent almost all day at the waterfall, swimming and falling asleep on the boat.  I can't wait for him to have another day off like that.

     Tuesday night, I took Chan and Anna and one of their friends bowling.  We had a great time and it was really fun.  I haven't been bowling since me and Jess started dating and that seems like forever ago. 

     The rest of the week has been pretty much calm and non eventful.  Just that I worked on Thursday night and Jess has worked everyday this week like always.  So not really exciting there but other than that everything is going good.  I am keeping Joy's dog this week while her and Steve has gone to the beach.  Next week is going to be the crazy week.  I have class with work, and then VBS at night with church so it is going to be a crazy schedule.  Anyways I am going to go dry my hair before Jess gets home since I finished painting my room and that to have a shower I was so nasty.  Hope everyone has a great week I will try to post something later.
Love Kenz<3 

One More Hour Feels Like One More Year...

Well, it is finally getting here.  One more hour and I am running for the door.  I swear this has been the longest night of my life.  We are still left with our five patients who have been very good all night now worries here.  I truly cannot wait to head out that door and run for the hills.  The next two days I pray will be wonderful.  I will give you all the low down soon.  Hope everyone is sleeping well.  I will be here in about a little over an hour.  Well good night from me
Kenz<3

So want to be at Home!

     Right now working third shift is the last place I want to be.  I would so much rather be at home with the love of my life who I haven't seen since Thursday night and it is truly killing me.  So with saying that it comes to the conculsion that I didn't get to go eat lunch with him today.  Pretty much the big to-do list was a big fat joke.  All I got done today was sleep and nothing else.  Which was kinda good since tomorrow all I am going to want to do is spend my time with the man of my dreams.  I just really hope the rest of our weekend with me great.  No fussing or fighting.  I know I am praying so hard for that to happen.
     Tonight Jess is staying at the house while I work so he will be there tomorrow when I get off at 7 in the morning.  Which they all know here at work that when the person on first gets here and I give report I am out the door.  You will never see me run for the door as fast as I will in the morning.
     Right now we have really good patients and we are just praying to keep these patients and not get anymore.  But it is truly scary with it being a holiday weekend for a Neuro floor especially Neuro ICU cause we will get all the head trauma that rolls in this weekend.

     So I am super excited for my meal break night because mama cooked ribs and they look amazing.  Jess said that they were the best he ever had, so that is a plus for him to say that.  (Ok you can tell I have good patients because of all my talk) (lol).  Anyways...
     Hopefully this week I will get to go hang out with one of my friends who I love dearly and cannot wait to tell her about what all is going on with me.  I really haven't got to hang out with her at all the last few monthes with both of our schedules so hopefully everything will work out right.
     So this is really not good I am getting my needs to spend spend spend money and I really need to be saving it.  I know that I need to just stay away from everything because if I don't I will have spent all my money...Which sucks!!! I know that it is crazy to think what it comes from but I am just freaking out.  I know it is from all the stress of life and the things going on around me. But anyways...

     I am going to go try to find some work.  Maybe I will try to post how the night goes a little later.
Love ya,
Kenz<3

The Night Is Almost Over

I have about one more hour to go and I am just ready for 7 to get here so I can hit the door a running.  I am just ready to be off.  I have so many things to do today before I get back here at 7 tonight for one more night and then off for four days. (YAY!!!).  So I have wrote out my to-do list for the day and hopefully I will get it done before work tonight.
     TO-DO for July 3
*GET A LITTLE BIT OF SLEEP
*Finishing taking the stuff down from my walls in my bedroom
*Finishing filling in the nail whole in the walls
MAYBE...*Go eat lunch with Jess
*Wash some clothes
*Start taping the trim in the bedroom

See so much to do and so little time before 7 tonight.  I am just ready to be off and to get to spend some amazing time with Jess.  It truly does seem like forever since we have had time together, just me and him.  So you know I will be posting pics for yall don't worry about that.  I can not wait.
     Plans for this week:
*Sunday: Pool day with the family
     (Cook out, Pool, and maybe go down to the lake with my family to watch fireworks.)
*Monday: LAKE DAY WITH JESS!!!!
*Tuesday: Paint Day...
     (Jess just doesn't know how he is going to work but he will help!!!)
*Wednesday: Finish Paint Day and Church Night
*Thursday: Work 3rd shift...
*Friday: (Morning): Sleep (Night): Spending Time with Jess
*Saturday-Sunday Morning: Nise's House
*Sunday Night: Church with my baby

I swear you got to love my life.  Well I am going to go finish my work and get out of here and get to my to-do list.  Talk to yall soon
Kenz<3

Night At Work...

Well it is Friday night and for the first time in a month I am at work and not spending it with Jess.  It truly doesn't feel like Friday because of that reason.  But of course it is not a great night.  People are just really on edge I guess and heads are butting.  So I have pretty much kept my mouth shut all night and just went on just counting down the hours till 7am.  I swear it couldn't get here fast enough.
The past few days have been a little crazy anyways.  Wednesday night I went to church by myself which feels really weird to do.  I miss having Jess there with me.  I guess I will have to get us to it for a while.  Then I come home and my mama's best friend and her daughter was here from Charleston.  Then of course the love of my life came home from lunch around 2:15am and everything was perfect.  Thursday morning, we woke up and spent the day laying around the pool.  Which was a lot of fun.  Jess of course had to go to work at 2 (of course like always) so Chan and I went and picked up my Aunt Mot and did some running around town.  Spending way to much of her money but hey it was stuff we needed.  After all of that we went home and I got dressed and Chan, Karlee, and I went and met Jess in Greenville at his work when he got off at 8 so we could go eat.  Jess took us girls to Sticky Fingers downtown.  Which was fun for us because that was the first place we had a really date.  After that we went home to get in the bed since Jess had to get up this morning at 4:30 and go to work.  Vickie and Karlee went back home this morning, and I took off to town to find out how much a boat battery was and find some paint for my room.  Monday since Jess is off we are going to the lake but the boat needs a new battery first.  So that will have to be bought tomorrow.  I got some really pretty paint for my room.  HOT PINK AND CHOCOLATE BROWN!!! So Tuesday of this week coming will be paint day for me and of course I will drag Jess into this at least until he has to go to work.
We also got our Destin vacation finally planned so we are headed there August 8-13 which is really exciting and I truly can not wait for that.  I am just praying that Jess can get off to go with us.  Eveyrone keep praying.
     NISE'S CANCER REPORT:
Nise is doing really good.  She is starting to lose her hair but she is doing great.  She told mama that even though her hair is coming out she still has more hair than Ralph which makes me laugh.  She goes next Friday July 9 for her second treatment so we are praying that everything goes well.  I am hopefully going to go down there that Saturday morning and just stay the night down there so I can see her since I haven't.  We are still needing prayers.  We are so thankful for every single one of them.  It means a lot, this is a hard thing to face but we have God on our side.  But I will keep the updates coming though.

Well I am going to get back to work for a little while maybe I will post how the night is going later when I get another little break.  Yall have a great night. LOVE YA

Kenz<3

Just Ready...

I am just ready for that break.  That time where everything falls into place and everything is right.  I seem to need catch the break that everyone else is catching.  I can't see why I have to lose at everything that I do.  I just want to have the right thing for once in my life.  I know without any question that Jess is the love of my life.  I am just ready for everything to be right.  No more tears that run down my face because of the hurt and the fear that I have.
I never knew I would be the afraid to be hurt like I am now.  I swear if I could let it go things could be so much better I just know it would.  I know that Jess would never hurt me the way I was hurt before but after almost two years of being hurt the way I was it is hard to put it behind you and trust that no one else could hurt you like you were hurt.  I am ready to fell the happiness that I want and need more than anything in this world. 
I love Jess and he is my everything.  I am so thankful for everything I have with him.  He is such a hard worker at everything he does and I am so proud to call him mine.  I am just praying so hard that he will be strong the next few months while working these two jobs.  It is getting hard for him I just fell it but hes is hard-headed and strong welled so I know he will make it.  But I am just worried that I am not strong enough for this.  I keep praying every day that things will work and be great.  He is there for me and that is all I could ask for.

Well now that I got all that off my chest I can fill in on the good stuff that has happened.  So last night I got to take Chan and her friend Anna to see Eclipse at Midnight.  I will have to say that was my favorite and the best one yet.  I loved it.  We got there like 3 hours before it started and got some of the best seats in the theater.  Chan and Anna had their iPods so we were pretty busy listening to music and making fun of people in the theater.  I swear I love those girls.  After the awesome movie, Jess meet us at Waffle House or as he says "The Affle Waffle".  I swear put Jess, Chan, and Anna together and you have a laugh that will last for like a hour.  Well just had so much fun.  Then today we just had a relaxing day and ended up going to get some ice cream from Fruit Punch (so good).  So now I am just waiting on my love to get off.  I can't wait to see him :)

 The girls and their iPods!!!

Waffle House after running in the rain

Kenz<3