Well guys I have made it through the second week without Jess. But the good news is he is coming back into town today...well better yet he is back now I just have to wait for him to get done at work so I can pick him up. I am super excited that I finally get to hold and kiss him. I am just now wishing it could be more than just this weekend that he is staying here with me. I wish he was going to be here everyday. No wait I wish we were married in our own house and I am really excited that I know I will be marrying him soon but I just don't really know when that will happen. I love him so much just ready for it. Hopefully tonight we are going to Adam and Heather's and they will get to meet Jess for the first time hoping everything goes well keeping my fingers crossed. But anyways I am going to go get ready to go get my baby I will post something soon about how this weekend goes...
Ken
Friday, January 29, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
How do you say what you say but yet seem like you dont mean it
Really how can people say what they say but yet seem like they mean none of it. I would walk right now in the rain to marry you. Get married in my jeans and t-shirt. As long as I could be your wife. You are my everything and I want to be your wife more than anything in this world. But yet you say you want me and you want to marry me, You cant wait to marry me. THEN why are you making me wait. Yea, having money would be nice, having my dream car would be nice too. But who cares, who cares about all that stuff when all I really want and care for is you and to be your wife. I want to be able to wake up to you every morning and lay down beside you every night. I want to be able to care for you and take care of you. And yes money would be nice but I could care less. I would live in a cardboard box on the side of the road just to be able to hold you every night. You have giving everything I have ever dreamed of. I don't want everything but you. I don't to have to wait on everything to be perfect because as you have said nothing will ever be perfect. I am just ready to be your wife. I love you more than anything in world and I want to be your wife NOW... I love you so much
Monday, January 18, 2010
Day in Sunny Greenville
Well today as just been a relaxing day even though it is a sad day at that. I got to bring the love of my life to work this morning before he is to leave for Georgia either today or tomorrow. So since he doesn't know which one I have been hanging out in Greenville. Well change that I just got the word that Jess is leaving today. God, I miss him already and he hasn't even left town yet. I cannot wait to become his wife. Everyone keeps asking if we are engaged, trust me everyone would know if that happened. But yes we are going to getting engaged and get married. When I just don't know that is Jesse call. Hopefully he will make that call soon and we can begin to plan our lives together for real. I am totally and absolutely in love with him. He is everything I could dream of and much more.
Well since he is leaving today I am headed back to good ole Anderson for the night
Kenz <3
Well since he is leaving today I am headed back to good ole Anderson for the night
Kenz <3
Friday, January 15, 2010
Life Is Changing
Life is changing in so many different ways. I have really become the happiness I have ever been. I have met the love of my life, started going back to Greenville Tech, and gotten back into church. God is really blessing me. Last night I was laying in bed next to Jesse, and it was like a light came on. My eyes were opened to God's amazing glory showing me what He has given me. From the storm I went through to the bright light that he has placed in front of me.
Everything that is happening in my life has been through the grace of God. I am also starting to change my life as far as the way I look at myself. For me to be able to love and care for Jesse the way God wants a wife to, I have to love myself first. So I am stepping out on faith right now by saying that I have been going through the whole struggle of weight. Nothing as far as making myself throw up but I have done the whole run your blood sugar sky high so you will lose weight to the not eating at all. So today I am going to talk to someone about getting sit up on a plan to where I can eat and keep my blood sugar in line and then get to lose weight or just be health. I never thought that was possible but maybe it is.
Well things have been for sure Jesse is the one. Just back a few months ago I thought there was no one else that my life had ended. But thanks to God and a person I found the love of my life. I never thought there could be one like him. Jesse is a true special man of God and the people that I need in my life. He has willing taken the responsibly of my diabetes as a loved one. No other man that has ever walked into my life has done that. He wants to take care of me, to be with me for who I am. He is more than I have ever dreamed or asked for. He has become my best friend my partner in life. He is there for me standing behind me 110 percent and I thank him for that. Everyday I am more and more blessed to have him in my life.
This morning I took Jess to work. In the car we were singing and laugh at 6 in the morning. It was the best time in the world. As he was singing to me this morning I could not help but think was how lucky I was to have him. Sorry ladies as they say in on of the best show "Sookie is Mine" well "Jesse is Mine" (I am so ready for the new season to start)
Kenz <3
I like blue eyes, hers are green Not like the woman of my dreams And her hair's not quite as long as I had planned Five foot three isn't tall She's not the girl I pictured at all In those paint by number fantasies I've had
So it took me by complete surprise When my heart got lost in those deep green eyes She's not at all what I was looking for She's more
No, it wasn't at first sight But the moment I looked twice I saw the woman I was born to love Her laughter fills my soul And when I hold her I don't wanna let go When it comes to her I can't get enough
So it took me by complete surprise When my heart got lost in those deep green eyes She's not at all what I was looking for She's more More than I dreamed of More than any man deserves I couldn't ask for more Than a love like hers So it took me by complete surprise When my heart got lost in those deep green eyes She's not at all what I was looking for She's more
Everything that is happening in my life has been through the grace of God. I am also starting to change my life as far as the way I look at myself. For me to be able to love and care for Jesse the way God wants a wife to, I have to love myself first. So I am stepping out on faith right now by saying that I have been going through the whole struggle of weight. Nothing as far as making myself throw up but I have done the whole run your blood sugar sky high so you will lose weight to the not eating at all. So today I am going to talk to someone about getting sit up on a plan to where I can eat and keep my blood sugar in line and then get to lose weight or just be health. I never thought that was possible but maybe it is.
Well things have been for sure Jesse is the one. Just back a few months ago I thought there was no one else that my life had ended. But thanks to God and a person I found the love of my life. I never thought there could be one like him. Jesse is a true special man of God and the people that I need in my life. He has willing taken the responsibly of my diabetes as a loved one. No other man that has ever walked into my life has done that. He wants to take care of me, to be with me for who I am. He is more than I have ever dreamed or asked for. He has become my best friend my partner in life. He is there for me standing behind me 110 percent and I thank him for that. Everyday I am more and more blessed to have him in my life.
This morning I took Jess to work. In the car we were singing and laugh at 6 in the morning. It was the best time in the world. As he was singing to me this morning I could not help but think was how lucky I was to have him. Sorry ladies as they say in on of the best show "Sookie is Mine" well "Jesse is Mine" (I am so ready for the new season to start)
Kenz <3
I like blue eyes, hers are green Not like the woman of my dreams And her hair's not quite as long as I had planned Five foot three isn't tall She's not the girl I pictured at all In those paint by number fantasies I've had
So it took me by complete surprise When my heart got lost in those deep green eyes She's not at all what I was looking for She's more
No, it wasn't at first sight But the moment I looked twice I saw the woman I was born to love Her laughter fills my soul And when I hold her I don't wanna let go When it comes to her I can't get enough
So it took me by complete surprise When my heart got lost in those deep green eyes She's not at all what I was looking for She's more More than I dreamed of More than any man deserves I couldn't ask for more Than a love like hers So it took me by complete surprise When my heart got lost in those deep green eyes She's not at all what I was looking for She's more
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