Friday, November 19, 2010

16 hours at work

So everyone will never understand how much I love my job.  I just am so puzzled on why I signed on to work on extra 4 hours on the 12 hrs I was scheduled.  I am just so thankful that I have a great job that I love.  I just really need the money I want things and want to be able to buy Jesse more Christmas plus I still have all my family to buy for.
On to the subject of Jesse and I since I did bring that up.  I am just to the point where I am truly afraid I am going to lose him.  I mean the first thing he informes me of the other day of that Jeff told him that Elizabeth and her husband called it quit.  I just have this itchy feeling that Jeff really would rather have Jesse with Elizabeth and not me.  Even though he has never meet me.  I am afraid and don't know how to act.  I wish I just tell them all off or I had the ring on my finger that would help me feel better about the whole thing.
I wish I could talk to Jesse about it but I get myself into a fuss with him when I start something.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Week in Atl

Hey my beautiful readers this month has truly flew by and it is almost Thanksgiving.  Which has become one of my favorite times of the year.  And I can't believe that the same day Jesse and I will have been together for a year. 
This week has been really chill somewhat.  I worked on Monday morning and left and come to Nise's that night so I could take care of her for the week seeing how she just had her surgery last Friday.  Which everything went amazing and could not ask for more.
I have had a great time just chilling at the house.  Pretty much watched tons of CSI and NCIS.  But I leave tomorrow to go back home and then of course I go straight back to work on Friday morning.  I wish I would get sometime with Jesse but that is life I guess. 
Hope next weekend will be great cause we are coming back to Nise's for Thanksgiving and then coming back to Anderson for the BIGGEST GAME OF THE SEASON CLEMSON vs. CAROLINA!!! I truly cannot wait to be able to spend that time with my love.
Well I am just going to go so I can head back to watching tv.
Post something new soon
Love
Kenz<3