A Lifetime of Happy That I Finally Found

I always thought that I would never be better. That my heart would never be able to feel the feelings that I want to feel. I never thought I that would get to be happy again or for once. I have finally opened my eyes to something that is new and amazing that has never felt so real. I finally found someone that LOVES me. That wants what is best for me. Jesse Matthew Hester is my everything. He has truly became the person that I thought never would be in my life. After all the things that has happened in the past year I never thought that life would be this good for me. Jesse has brighten the future that is laying in front of me. The future that God has already written. The past month has been the best month I have ever seen. God has blessed my life so much that it blows me away. For once I don't look at life as a trouble that I have to walk alone in this life. I have learned that He is there every step of the way even when it does not look that way.

God is in the middle of writing the most beautiful love story for the ages. The kind that only God can make happen. He has put his hand in the center of Jesse and my relationship. I pray everyday that I can be the woman of God that is to be in Jesse's life. That I can be the strong woman for him. I know that only God can do and bless me with all the strength that I need to make all that happen. I thank God everyday for putting Jesse in my life. It is like He knew when I would need to bring him into my life even if I had to wait for a little while to get him.



Jesse,

I know that you read this because you have told me, so I thought this would be one way for me to tell you how I feel, without me breaking down into tears when I try to tell you in person.

Jesse, you have been an absolute gift from God to me. I could have never asked for anything more to be in my life. Everyday that I am with you I fall deeper and deeper into love with you. I have never understood why relationship after relationship did not work until now. I now know why because God was going to bring you into my life, it just had to be on His time. Jesse, you are the love of my life and I never thought I would be able to say that to the right person. But Jesse I truly feel that our love story is written by God for us. That He has made our love one of his great stories that only God could make or come up with. For so long I have prayed that my prince charming would ride in a sweep me off my feet. Jesse you have done so much more. You are my love. I really don't know why I ever thought that I wanted things that have been in my life for the past few years when I see now how I am to be loved. I know that the future for us can only get better. When it is You and Me for the rest of our lives. I really love you and I thank God everyday for you. I want to be the one that you lay down beside everyday of your life. I want to be the one for you. I love you so much Jesse Matthew Hester. I know that our life together is only getting better because God is the author of our amazing mind blowing love story. Wish it will be ten times better than anything ever written here on earth. I Love You with all my heart and soul.

Thousand Hugs and Billions of Kisses Love You Bunches <3



The first time I looked in your eyes I knew That I would do anything for you The first time you touched my face I felt Like I've never felt with anyone else



I wana give back what you've givin' to me And I wanna witness all of your dreams Now that you've shown me who I really am I wanna be more then just your man



I wanna be the wind that fills your sails And be the hand that lifts your veil And be the moon that moves your tide The sun coming up in your eyes Be the wheels that never rust And be the spark that lights you up All that you've been dreaming of and more So much more, I wanna be your everything...



When you wake up, I'll be the first thing you see And when it gets dark you can reach out for me I'll cherish your words and I'll finish your thoughts And I'll be your compass baby, when you get lost



I wanna be the wind that fills your sails And be the hand that lifts your veil And be the moon that moves your tide The sun coming up in your eyes Be the wheels that never rust And be the spark that lights you up All that you've been dreaming of and more So much more, I wanna be your everything...



Be the wheels that never rust And be the spark that lights you up All that you've been dreaming of and more So much more, I wanna be your everything... I wanna be your everything