Everything look so Good

Even though I can't sleep tonight it is not from unhappy feelings. I just miss him. I want to be able to lay down beside him every night and not have to wake up until the morning. I want to be able to steal the covers from someone again and I want that someone to be him. I am so happy and my life is looking so good. I am just so scared that I am going to do or say something to mess all this amazing things that is going on up. I know that I should not worry but I do. I don't want to lose this amazing thing that I have with Jesse and I want everything to be good.