This is truly the first night all year that Jesse is at his house and nothing here with me. Yes I have slept without him a lot in the past three weeks, but now he is here close to me but not here with me. I never knew that I would miss him this much. I thought I could be a strong person. But with all that has happened to me I am still scared. I am so thankful to finally have that person to put their arms around me and to know that they are there for me.
I am just praying that I make it through the night and day tomorrow without him and tonight I will get to see him again.
I know this sound all a little childish but it is truly how I feel.
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